today i let go
of yet another
held something
and all sorts
of feelings
moved through.
meanwhile,
and outside,
the grasses
are swaying
dancing on,
and despite,
and anyway …
living this way
is a trust walk.
and i feel brave,
and i'm scared.
and i feel honest,
and so dizzy -
walking the plank
once again.
and yet somehow
i know
there are
no sharks circling,
that the heart walk
leads only
to unending dawn...
but still,
there is quivering
anyway -
for a plunge
is a plunge
is a plunge.